Yes thats true!

My mom worries way to much tho!

By the way.. I added you to my favorites =]

My period is late also =|..

Stress can cause late periods.. and I really really really hope that's what mine is right now but I haven't been under any stress but oh well.. I hope you get your period soon..

Ah, your welcome.

And you'll find something to be happy about. There are so many things to choose from.

could be worse...

you could have explosive diahrea and you period with really nasty cramps!

(((((((((((((((Natalie)))))))))))))) Congrats! So proud of you and your college success! Go YOU! You should be proud of yourself...You've come soooooooooo very far!

   Sorry that you haven't been feeling well..said a prayer for your health!

   Love, Hugs and Prayers,

         Jewel

(((((((((((((Natalie))))))))))))) Soooo glad to read that you and your parents had a fun time out!  What a Blessing that is!

    So sorry that Nick did that!

   I love you!,

    Jewel

I forgot how cute you are! Lol.

You look pretty. You'll look fine tomorrow as long as you dont get drunk.

Awww, you're so cute.

Pictures I take of myself always turn out total crap.

i love big brother lol

comment me

alice..x

glas1221...x

Im glad for you.

Its kinda scary...I felt exactly the same way about my ex.

He changed to.

One day he was lovely and then suddenly...he wasnt so much.

You are honestly doing the right thing.

I broke up with him and since then, everything's been so much better apart from the eating thing obviously

Good luck hunny

You can do it xxxx

are you kidding.....man you gotta be proud of thta...that is a big a deal as your wedding day...

CONGRATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

(((((((((((((((((((((((Natalie))))))))))))))) Major heart hugs! I'm so sorry that Nick is treating you this way! Stopped and said a prayer for you!

  I love you tons,

       Jewel

There is a simple solution.  If he makes you THAT miserable and is THAT bad then break up with him!  He makes you miserable and you don't deserve that.  Do what is right for YOU.

Music always makes me feel better.

Eh, I wish I could stay home but I have exams till Thurs. Then its all over....I have my math exam then too. I hope you did well on yours...

Your not worthless.

And I think your right....you need to dump Nick, take a looooooong nap then wake up and crack open your maths book reeeeeeeeally fast then close it so you have enough confidence to say you studied. (its impossible for me to study....IMPOSSIBLE.)

Then.....go find something new. Its easier said then done but it works.

No offense meant, but maybe you should just live and enjoy your life like he is. ALL my friends are like this and they rely on their boyfriend to call them every 30 minutes and then they get upset if he forgets by 2 minutes. Don't bring yourself down for any guy.

He may be your boyfriend but just like he's doing stuff with his friends, you should call up some of your buddies and go out or something. And don't sell yourself short and bring yourself down. If you think u failed your math exams, just pray and hope to GOD you didn't. I do that. IDK but it helps cause i hope to GOD to examiner adds points for working.

You may not agree and that's fine. But i hope you feel better!

Psychologists do just that--listen. PSYCHIATRISTS prescribe meds

Aww. Burns are horrible...I hope you heal fast.

Good luck on your math exam.

(((((((((((((((((Natalie)))))))))))))) I LOVED this entry! You shared sooooooo much of your heart with us.

   I KNOW that you WILL succeed at whatever you set your mind and heart to!  You'll be a GREAT Mid-wife.

   You been through so very much and your have learned and grown so very much since I have known you!

   Thank YOu for the note ...Hearing from you ALWAYS warms my heart and makes me smile!

    I love you DearOne!,

          Jewel

(((((((((((((((Natalie))))))))))) Heart Hugs!  Thank YOU sooo much for the note...It was such a BLESSING to hear from you!

    Please don't stress about being unable to comment as often as you would like to- I know that you are very busy with Nick, Your family and school! As it should be!

    I'm glad that you are going to stay away from the alcohol...Nothing good comes from it. And I want the very best for you!

   Know that I love you dearly- always will!,

               Jewel

well you could really turn your professors for a whirl and write about "Depends" Theory which many seniors turn to..actually, seniors don't tend to fall into them, things fall out and then into them..

the real question is how does cumming and henry apply to british society when it was postulated about post modern 1960's american suburbia??

wow.natalie ive never seen such beautiful landscape, you must have had a jol.

ow and have you considered a career in photography? ha ha ha girl those pics are beautiful

You seem to know that he isn't the one.
You just don't seem to know how you can let him go.
It seems like you just need a push in the right direction.

I wish you luck with that.  I honestly do.

<3

i know how u feel girl.. i knew a girl who was like that.. but.. it was more she was a whore then obsessive with herself. but, yea, she let the boobs fly too! It bugs people.. but somehow. i guess maybe for those ppl that do this.. maybe its their way of trying to be beautiful, to feel wanted and loved. I mean, if that girl has to use all THAT much makeup... then.. maybe she is trying to cover up something underneath. who knows.. there is deff  a prob. AND! you know? maybe she does need someone to tell her to get real.. and. Grow up! but.. try to do this in.. controlled, friendly (if thats even possible. :p) manner, she is apt more to listen to u then. maybe even take it to heart.

Fireigh~

I would recommend that for an answer you get stuck on, just draw a graph and then

Sum[i->n] dy/dx{P|G} for all P

let them figure it out

what type of exam in math??  Calculus, Algebra?  Trig, Differential equations

TOpography of outer space?

Sometimes those numerals..you know Alpha, Beta, delta---itsall greek to me..

Oh my God,I hope you get well really soon!!!

The neck damage hurts SOOOO much...Thank God Nick took you to hospital!

Take care,girl!!!

Kiss you,

Olya!

Omigoshh.
Im so glad yer okayy.
):
But,whats A&E?
Sorry.
Illlyyy,
~*_Taylor!_*~

(((((((((((((Natalie))))))))))) I'm soooooo very proud of you!  Best wishes with the exam!

Why do you keep getting hurt

I'm proud of you for studying so hard! Go You!

   That was soooooo sweet of Nick...I'm glad that he is being good to you!

   Love you!,

         Jewel

Yeah,I'm like always cleaning up my room but how ita laways ends up so messy I still don't get it!!

Kiss you,

Olya!

  Glad that you got your room cleaned up! It makes me feel so much better when things are clean and orderly!

   I love you!,

         Jewel

(((((((((((((((((Natalie))))))))))))) So glad to read that the tests came back clear! YAY God!

   Praying over your school work!

    Much Love,

       Jewel

I really hope the test comes back with great news for you.

You should just sit Nick down and tell him that you can't take how he's being with his friends-in a nice, relaxed voice so it doesn't sound like you're attacking him.

can we talk in e-mail?  My e-mail is henryinma@yahoo.com--one of my many nomers?

Also, is it Divorced Beheaded Died Beheaded Divorced Survived?

or Divorced beheaded Died, Divorced Beheaded Survived>?

YAY YAY YA!   Go YOU!

 I'm soooo happy to be back in your life..I love you dearly!

(((((((((((((((((((((((Natalie)))))))))))))))) I'm so glad that you openned your diary so I could get in! I've missed you and think of you often.

   Sorry to hear about school!

    Praying for you and sending some love your way.

    Love you!,

        Jewel

I hope you feel better soon!!

hugs

Sorry about the school thing, Natalie. Are you fixin to find work, or..? I have a job interview on friday...I really hope I get it. Wish me luck If I do, I'm fixin to work M,W & F 10-3. Not sure the salary yet, guess I'll find out friday. I also have a meeting on friday with the dean to see if she can waive the math credits b/c of my learning disability. If not, I won't be returning to school.

Staying optimistic until friday,

Melissa

I think that deep down inside, we're all scared little girls.....

You know..I've been so alone recently---the voices in my head went on vacation---Barbados I think---and you know what?!  Chances are they'll bring me back a crappy T-shirt that's 3 sizes too small..

Listen hun

Your insecurities are destroying you bit by bit.  If Nick didnt care about you he wouldnt be with you.  If you are overweight dont sweat it!!!  If you stress about it the harder it will be for you to drop the pounds!!!  So just take it easy and start cutting back on the carbs and sugars bit by bit.  men do not like to see and hear about our insecurities.  I have a few extra pounds but I never sweat about it and I certainly dont get angry at my significant other for slightly hinting it.  Do not compare yourself to some other girl he might think is cute, that will push him away.

I am not nagging hun I just want you to try to worry less and dont hate yourself ..you are soo beautiful and sweet.

I hope that you shed those lbs quickly and I am sure that soon you will look even lovelier than you are

tight hugs

connie

have fun sweetie

happy birthday!!!!

I hope you feel better soon

take care and have loads of fun in Ireland

c.

have fun

I hope your blood tests turn out well

hugs

yess u definitly have to be a heavy sleeper to have missed it.. silly girl!
i hope ur blood test resuls are good!..

byee!

how good is jumper plss spill the beans!!!

superbad was hillarious

hugs

get well soon

hugs

I totally understand you!!!

Get well soon!

Take cre!

Kiss you,

Olya!

I actually read all of this.

And the truth is...I think you are perfectly normal and feeling how almost everyone feels at some point in their life.

And don't think those girls who are skinny are confident.  Them saying they are fat, is just them trying to get someone to tell them they look good so they can feel good about themselves.  Those are the ones who are probably more insecure than you.  They are the ones who can't love themselves unless others do.  You should be the one feeling bad for them.

Never think anyone is better than you.  Ever.

You are amazing.  Nothing short of it, either.

bayy
ya nearly 18 you can move out without your rents permission.
does the college have accomodation.?.

tell your rents this.

1) Devonshires dont like outsiders...espically northerners.
2) Lowest wage rate and highest house prices dont go.
3) Rural deprevation.

xXx love yaz xXx

You shouldn't have to go 6 hours away just for a job!  That's crazy.  I hope your parents become more supportive.

I am not sure what happened...but you were deleted from my favorites or something.  I have been wondering a lot where you went!!  Turns out I guess...you didn't go anywhere haha.

sorry about your parents, but hun cant you just live in the dorms?  or get a shared apartment?

hugs

Docs alway say there's nothing wrong with you.(most of the time when there is sth)  

Why don't you post pics?

Take care!

Kiss you,

Olya!

I have a few words for you

cricket

desktop

paper

can

light

toaster

====on second thought I'll take that last one back and keep it for myself.....

Ireland sounds great

have tons of fun

get yourself checked out before you go

hugs

connie

Why did that girl in high school criticise my every thought, my every move? Did she do it because she wanted me to change into a better person, or be like her? Or was she just doing it because she could? Why does this guy do things which upset me alot, is it because he doesn't know what he's doing? Or does he know, but knows I'm his door mat? If so, why, why would you treat someone any differently to how you expect to be treated.

??

1) Because they can

2) because it gives them power

3)because it distracts them from themselvees

i didn't get to see the end either :[
damnit.

tight hugs

good luck

c.

That's very exciting. Welcome to the United States. And working with kids would be great for you. Good for you.

-Tasja's Eli